March 2012
Maybe one day we'll end up talking again. Maybe...
I'm one of those people who actually take pinky...
I hate how people underestimate me.
duhkhangster:
Really? Just because I don’t look like the type to do certain things, it doesn’t mean that I can’t do it. You don’t know what I can do. For example, I can punch your stupid face for underestimating my abilities.
HOW MANY SCROLLS DOES IT TAKE TO REACH THE END OF...
THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW.
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
Everything on Facebook, I've seen and read on...
How people see me:
debbie-truong:
friendly
always smiling
caring
normal
pretty
doesn’t seem to have any troubles
happy
loved
How I see myself:
lonely
depressed
the left out one
ugly
overthinks way too much
too much to deal with
tired
hated
I bet you didn't know that
bbyveeee:
staypozitive:
I hope EVERYDAY that maybe I’ve crossed your mind, and maybe you decided to call/text me.
My attitude is based on how you treat me.
Just a simple ‘hi’ from you can make my entire day.
I’d change my plans if it meant I could see you.
I save all of your messages so I can read over them later on.
I still get jealous when people talk to/about you.
THIS^
Asian parents.
heymillioncents:
You ask a simple question: You get yelled at.
You don’t know the answer to a question: You get yelled at.
Getting a B on a test: You get yelled at.
Eating a lot or too little: You get yelled at.
Asking for a dollar: You get yelled at.
You apologize: You get yelled at.
Telling them the truth: You get fucking yelled at.
Have you ever felt?
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is...
Why bother?
lalalalalacaitlinmay:
It’s the same cycle every single time. I meet someone, they become a huge part of my life, they find someone to replace me with, they’re gone.
I wanna be the reason you smile.
February 2012
When I think about our memories, I get butterflies...
